Hello =)

Hi again =)...

i know i know i haven't been in touch for a few days ... well there is no exact reason ... only that i was busy with my family study and stuff...

I don't know why but things are getting strange for every day .... something is wrong with all relationships ...i don't know why but there is something missing ..... IN EVERYTHING....
i wish i could go 3 year back ...and just stay there ...life was toooo good ....i try to keep all my relations as strong as possible ...but one cant clap with only one hand .... to clap you need both of your hands .... i try allot but i never get response from few .... what should i do then?... i am running after every one i try to keep them close to me ... but .... do i do enough to keep them close to me ?.... or is there anything i am missing ??.... i don't know ... no one bothers to come and tell me what the main problem is .... only reason i can find is that i live far away from them ... and even i keep telling that I am there for every one ... it doesn't help ... but due to the distance should all relationships just break up?....i don't know .... i wish i could do something but unfortunately i cant..... but all i can say i do love all of them i do miss them ... i am the one who should see all around me, telling me that they do care about me ... that i am not alone at all .... distance cant do any difference to us ....when you start expect allot all you get is nothing .... that is the very truth ... which i have been going through....i expect every one to do the same i do for them to care the same way i care for them but ?....i guess i am stupid ...why cant i just care about my self my life the way others do .. ?... indirectly every one keeps telling me that they are fine know and i should go away they don't need my help or my concern but i try to avoid and take there problems if they were mine .... i am not saying that i do allot for my friends but i try to do as much as i can... No one is perfect .... there are some negative and positive in each and every person .... instead of having everything in your mind ... just let the person know why you are trying to get rid of him or her .any ways i got to go ... it was nice to write down my thought .... its not for one person its almost for every one ...

time for me to leave know .... take care folks ... byeee =)

Hmmm.... the list of my friendz is too short ... but they mean alot to me.

Nino: You are my best best and a very best friend...not only my best friend you are apart of my life n will always be . i have mentioned about her before ..she is the one who tells me the truth even if it hurts coz she knows that one can not liv behind the hidden truth ... she is always there for me when ever i look around to see my dearest ones . hmm ... yes .. we do argue...not so often but when we do then .. hmm..... NO COMMENTS ABOUT THAT .....hahah ...heeey thats a part of life to argue ...behind all kind of argument there is lots of love ... we do argue coz we do care about each other.... there is a apophthegm which says LOVE INCREASE WITH ARGUMENT...coz you only argue with people you know .You cant just start argue with strangers ? am i wrong.... but i must say i am very lucky to have nino as a best friend .... even we dont talk to each other the way did before coz both of us are too busy with studies ,she with her job as well and family and i with my so called 24 hours job my daughter haha .....still we know that we are there for each other .... i hope you know what you realy mean to me ...last but not least YOU WAS YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY BEST BEST EVER BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU ALOT (l)

Bushra: hmmm ... what about you ? i dont think you are my friend ... you are my big sis ( Bajii ).... you do care about me alot and i know that ... you always show me that you would like to help me if i got any problem .. and i love you for that ... i love when you call me or ask me while we are chatting how everything are ... if i happy?... you do listen to me even thou i am talking ''shit'' hahah i love u for that ... i have known you since the day i came to this world ... there were some missunderstanding between us for a few months ago but everything is solved .... i know you are always there for me ...i will do my best to be there for you when ever you need me ... do not hesitate to share your feling with me lots of love bujiiii ...and ya i would like to tell you when everi hear this song : Stargea katealane dee stargea zalimane dee nor ba chata nah goram mrakam da yar mro stargo ....i only see you infron of me =),,,,, lots of love your sis Miino.

Iqra: hahahaha my chotu rammm....you are my geo news =)... i always get lots of news from you hahaha i love you ... you are my very sweet and nice and stupid friend ... opps soorrry ,,,, just joking .... well age wise you are elder than me but i will always say chotu to you ... and you are like my littel sis =)... even today when i think about your graduation hat opsss ...i am not supposed to mention it ... ... but i know you are among those who do care about your friends and support them how ever you can ... i love you too ..... and haa you are my best dance partner .... actully my only dance partner .... lots of love too you too sweety ....Nacha mein odea naal naall jidea lambea lambea baal .. oh soory jidea red red bhaaall hahahaha ... SORRY.... love you (K)...

these were my very very very close friends =) and i love them

I JUST LOVE THESE DIALOGUES :

Love never claims, it ever gives .

Jasea pyar koh panea keh liyea junoon zaroori hota hai, Wasea pyar koh nihbanea kea liyea ek junoon zarori hota hai....

'' Ajay : Tumhari har liking koh apni liking banane khi khoshish khi, Mera tareeqa ghalat hoo sakta hain par mera pyar nahi...''

Problem kabhi insan sea barah nahin hota insan hee osea bhara banta hai

Parchayion nea teri khabhi hum koh rah dikayi.
Parchayion nea teri khabhi hum koh rah dikayi.
Parchayia koh gayi kyo,yun sham dhaltea dhaltea.

Raho kea rastea mein koyi asea mukam ayea.
Khushiyon khe market mein aghar ghum khi dhukan ayea.
Mera sath nah chor deana .
yunhi sath chaltea chaltea.

Zindagi mei hamari aghar koyi tufaan ayea.
ya rishton koh hamari kabhi zukam ayea.
Rastea dhond lehnghea
Yunhi sath chaltea chaltea.

Dil koh darkahna darkahnea khud he sikate hai, Par on darkhano koh zinda rakhna parta hai.

Hum pyar kartea hai apnea liyea kyun kea humein koyi acha lagta hai,liken nibta tab hai jab hum yea jan le joh humein acha lagta hai usea kya acha lagta hai.

Dono ghum sea guzrea , ya guzrea khushi sea. jaha sea bhi ghuzrea, ghuzrea apni khushi sea.

Pyaar kea haar paal khubsoorat hotea hain.
Parr sab sea khobsorat paal woh hota hain.
jab larka larki koh patha ta hai

Hi again =)...

how are you ? ... =) .. iam fine thanks=)....haha
well the day began very well.. and still going on =)..
yesterday as i mentioned i saw krazzy4 and U ME AUR HUM ..

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU ME AUR HUM:

I realy liked the film ... Ajay Devgan followed Aamir Khan’s footsteps, he too has acted, directed and produced the movie. And according to me he has done a great job...Ajay’s co-star in the movie is his wife, one of the best actress in the film industry today, Kajol.

Story:
The story is basically divided into two parts. First part is about love at first sight which grows into a realtionship and further into a marriage . The second part is about life after marriage, when lots of problems tries to destroy the happy marrige life .... but when there is love there is way to solve all the problems ...

Ok now i am not going to write more about that film..... all that i would like to say is that kajol and ajay did a brilliant job =)....

see ya late =).... bubyee =)=)

Goodday=)=)=)......

I woke up today, with boring thoughts coz the weather was ...sorry but i must say ... SHIT.... but then i saw sun was shining .... even clouds coudnt stop them self anymore to prevent sunbeams to light up our day =) ... wow... i am talking like a poet hahaha ..
iwish ....
anyways i have been doing nothing today ... nothing means nothing at all ... now i think i better go out for a walk .... i just hate sundays ... there is nothing to do ... but i must thank one person here on blog i think his name is Aaqib....
thanks Mr Aaqib ... for your advice ... i will see the film today in evening ... ( krazzy4)...

heeey i forgot the main point why i start writing ..... many people have adviced me to read paulo coelho's books ..... he is a great author... have anyone read his book .. if yes which of his books is the best one =)?....

any ways i got to go now ....

have a great day

Byee

Hindi
bheed mein tanhaai mein
pyas ki gehraai mein
dard mein ruswaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
geet mein shehnaai mein
khwaab mein purwaai mein
dhup mein parchaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
bheed mein tanhaai mein
pyas ki gehraai mein
dard mein ruswaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho

(teri chaahatein meri zindagi
tere pyar ko main bhula na saku)
karu koshishen bhale raat din
tere aksa ko main mita na saku
pyas ki gehraai mein
bheed mein tanhaai mein
dard mein ruswaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
geet mein shehnaai mein
khwaab mein purwaai mein
dhup mein parchaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho

(kabhi khwaab mein socha na tha
jeena padega tujhe chhod ke)
sanam jo tera ishaara mile
chali aaun saari kasam tod ke
zulf ki nanaai mein
bheed mein tanhaai mein
dard mein ruswaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
bheed mein tanhaai mein
pyas ki gehraai mein
dard mein ruswaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
geet mein shehnaai mein
khwaab mein purwaai mein
dhup mein parchaai mein
mujhe tum yaad aate ho
mujhe tum yaad aate ho

hi there .. hmm .. what today?... actully nothing ...
well well ... i am not happy today ... No no ... dont think that i am sad ...my mood is just upside down .... ahhh.. i dont know whatg i am saying ..

anyways i coludnt write anything yesterday .... ya i do have a good reason for that as well... we were not at home ... and when i came home it was quit late.. so i prefered to sleep....

Today i was thinking about human brain ..... i must say its totaly amazing .... physically we can do alot but end of the day we are bone-tired but as far as i know every human brain .... works 24 hours even so we might get a bit headache but still our brain works .... haahahah i am trying to act smart ... No but realy isnt it amazing?.. or am i wrong ...

i think i should stop writing ....i will be back later ...
Byede

Hi folk's =).....
happy and positive as usually...
have been doing nothing today actully, other than sitting with my laptop and tv... no no i wasnt watching tv and chating .... i was trying to connect my laptop to my tv but unfortunately my try was unsuccessful.

Anyway i havent spend all my time with that unsuccessful try i even cooked and took care of my baby =)...

Today i was wondering what i am going to do on my bithday this year .... i would like to celebrate my birthday back home with family but especially with my best friend N. coz she is only 2 days elder than me ... i hope my wish will come .... i dont only hope i know it will =)....

ohoo... ma baby just woked up i got to go to her
see ya later =)
//bubyeee

Me my self and I , can i say so ? no i cant ...
why? .... hmm ... because my existence is surrounded by my family and friends ..
as i mentioned above...

Me: if i today am able to say ME its coz of my mother who had me 9 months in her tummy thereafter gave birth to me ( all pain and stuff ) and then showed me how to live , how to survive. She made ME.

My self: its my identity, who i am? which kind of person i am? and who r mine ..... my family is my identity my friends are my identity. i am not my self with out them ..... i count them as my self .... i count my "world" as my self ....

I: who am I ? ...
I am a daughter ..who promised to be there for her parents any time any where ... a daughter who knows all her responsibilities.
I am a sister who is there for her brother when he needs her, when he got any problem to talk about and deal with .
I am a friend ... who is there for her friends when they need her .... who tries her level best to be there for them and share theirs feelings .... make the not feel alone ...
I am a wife who will do anything to keep the very beautiful band between me and my husband strong and safe.
I am a mother who would do antying to protect her child from all evil in this world ... to make her feel safe and secure in my arms ...
I am a person who would do anything to keep my family friends smiling and take away theirs tears as far as possible.

so that was ME MY SELF AND I .
// BYE

Everyone loves there family, so do i ....but i am among those people who are addicted to there familys ... even thought i live far away from them i just feel them very next to me .... when i am talking about my family its obviously about my mum ,dad and my big brother =)... i do miss them alot.... hmmm now you must be wondering why dont i live with them then ? ..
welll i am married so i live with my husband and my daughter =)
hahaha i know its shocking ... i am 19 and daughter ?? ... but yes it is true .... she is 7 mån old ... now you know why i am siting and doing nothing insted of bloging .. having 7 mån baby at home = no job or study....
But i still love my life i enjoy to be with my baby and see her grow.... i will definitely start my studies when she is about 1 year ....

Now about friends i got lots of people whom i can call friend but i got few true friends and among them i got a friend who is not only a friend but more like my sister my best friend easly said she is my another half ..... and you know who you are N.(L) ...

N. and i have been friends from last 4 years .. and for every day my feelings for you as a friend grows on ... god bless you may god keep you away from alla evil things ...

i got to go now will tell u later more about my life as a mother n wife
bubyee // =)=)