Hi again =)...

i know i know i haven't been in touch for a few days ... well there is no exact reason ... only that i was busy with my family study and stuff...

I don't know why but things are getting strange for every day .... something is wrong with all relationships ...i don't know why but there is something missing ..... IN EVERYTHING....
i wish i could go 3 year back ...and just stay there ...life was toooo good ....i try to keep all my relations as strong as possible ...but one cant clap with only one hand .... to clap you need both of your hands .... i try allot but i never get response from few .... what should i do then?... i am running after every one i try to keep them close to me ... but .... do i do enough to keep them close to me ?.... or is there anything i am missing ??.... i don't know ... no one bothers to come and tell me what the main problem is .... only reason i can find is that i live far away from them ... and even i keep telling that I am there for every one ... it doesn't help ... but due to the distance should all relationships just break up?....i don't know .... i wish i could do something but unfortunately i cant..... but all i can say i do love all of them i do miss them ... i am the one who should see all around me, telling me that they do care about me ... that i am not alone at all .... distance cant do any difference to us ....when you start expect allot all you get is nothing .... that is the very truth ... which i have been going through....i expect every one to do the same i do for them to care the same way i care for them but ?....i guess i am stupid ...why cant i just care about my self my life the way others do .. ?... indirectly every one keeps telling me that they are fine know and i should go away they don't need my help or my concern but i try to avoid and take there problems if they were mine .... i am not saying that i do allot for my friends but i try to do as much as i can... No one is perfect .... there are some negative and positive in each and every person .... instead of having everything in your mind ... just let the person know why you are trying to get rid of him or her .any ways i got to go ... it was nice to write down my thought .... its not for one person its almost for every one ...

time for me to leave know .... take care folks ... byeee =)